You are Fearfully and Wonderfully made~~~

Finally this day has come!!!!

2009-04-29T19:26:00.003+08:00

hurray! hurray! I've finished my 3 years of studies in USM!!!!!

finally i've finished my last 2 papers today..... what a relief...... phooooo

i'm just so so sick of studying..... i've got over it!!!!!!

yay yay..... going out to tao in a little while..... gotta hang out with my precious friends....

sobs sobs.... gotta miss them heaps.....

happy that i've finished my studies yet sad that i've got to part with my friends....

will be back. =)

thank you

2009-04-28T17:25:00.004+08:00

i'll be sitting for my final two papers in my uni life tmr......
HXE309 and HET324...
both are killing subjects.... yet i'm not studying but am online.... gosh....
should i be thankful for the peace i had or should i be afraid that i'm actually not stress????
i guess i should be thankful for the peace i'm having....

although i really do not know what to expect from these papers yet i put my trust in you...
i've seen you guiding me faithfully throughout this 23 years
and i know you'll lead me through this.

i really want to thank you for being so faithful to me
and always be there for me in times of need.
i know for sure that in such a time like this,
when i have to decide on my future,
you have your plans prepared and installed for me.

i'm sorry for there are times that i did not put you first in my life.
but all i know is that i still love you as i always will.
never allow me to part with you...
again i submit my exams and my future in your hands.

is Pizza Hut racist?

2009-04-18T21:03:00.001+08:00

I've read an email that reads:

Hello everyone. I have some interesting news.
I was in Pizza Hut (Sunway Pyramid) yesterday and suddenly my friend showed me the bill.

The bill contains normal things la (number of person, bill. number and what is ordered). But, what shocked me is that they had space called ' RACE ' .I guess since we were all wearing tudung, they labelled us as 0, which means MALAY. Later, when we went to pay…we had no service charge and no tax charge.

Still in shock, I peeped into another bill in the counter. In that bill, under the race space, it was labelled as C (which I guess means Chinese). That bill had service and tax charges!!!
I started investigating. One of my Sri Lankan friends was labelled as Indian it seems and she also had to pay service and tax charges a few weeks back. What I ' m wondering is that…does anyone know about this? I find it rather strange that they charge service and tax charge using racein Pizza Hut, out of all the places!

WE SHOULD NOT GO EAT AT PIZZA HUT!

hmm.... this is up to you to decide....

there are people who actually believe these lies

2009-04-09T23:56:00.002+08:00

i'm married and have two kids...now i'm divorced and is with my current bf.
sarawak-there's head hunters and they eat human's flesh (one of them is hung wei's neighbour)
we all live on trees...
we have elephants as our transportation
sarawak girls have to get married by 18 yrs old and i'm one of them

LOL... and this guy felt that he's so lucky that he's not sarawakian.....

P/S: there's only one thin line between an idiot and an expert. whether he's too smart and is fooling around with me, or he's really ..... erhem....

G.I.R.L

2009-02-02T14:48:00.006+08:00

when a girl is quiet
millions of things are running in her mind...
when a girl is not arguing
she is thinking deeply...
when a girl looks at you full of questions
she is wondering how long would you be around...
when a girl answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds
she is not fine at all...
when a girl stares at you
she is wondering why you are lying...
when a girl lays on your chest
she is wishing for you to be hers forever...
when a girl says "i love you"
she really does mean it...
when a girl says "i miss you"
no one in this world can miss you more than that...

this is somewhat true though. =)

I feel old.....

2009-02-02T11:10:00.004+08:00

cny is coming to an end soon... i feel so old when i'm in kuching.
seeing my cousins all tall and handsome, bringing gurlfren sommore...
seeing those young gurls in beth, growing up, dressing up and now driving cars...
these just make me feel old....

goodness, i sounds like an aunty who always say in hokkien:
"cin gu bo khua tiok lu ho? ane tua han liao ah?!"
direct translation: "very long din see u d.... now so big liao..."
LOL

going back to penang on thurs
3 months to go....
what's next?
it's full of uncertainties....
praying and hoping for a bright future
give me a good job i pray.

work

2009-01-24T17:34:00.002+08:00

work = tiring, exhausting, restricted

customers = annoying, stingy, bully, irresponsible

staffs = keep on talking, sometimes ignoring customers

boss = holiday, enjoying, having fun

person in charge = pity me

me = can't wait for tmr to come....

Mood Swing

2009-01-15T10:56:00.000+08:00

Left out

Rejected

Unaccepted

Moody

Bye Friends....

2008-11-20T16:54:00.003+08:00

Got to know some new friends thru an option paper that i took....
We were grup mates.... Tracy, Soo Ling and I....
By doing the report together, we get to know each other better.
Thru them i got to know a few of their frens...

But sadly, this is their last sem in uni,
next sem they will be having their practical some where else...
Wonder if i'll get to see them again soon
really glad that i get to know them....

Gonna miss you girls alot...

Tracy- a girl who laughs a lot.... so cute
Soo Ling - she'll be the joker... a girl with a very typical pretty chinese girl look.
Hui Fen - our software, songs supplier.... LOL... She's pretty leh.
Shu Wen, Sze Tu.... didn't really get to know them...

anyway, all the very best for your future undertakings.
xoxo

one more to go...

2008-11-17T19:59:00.003+08:00

Finished my second last paper (HET321) this morning...

Phew~~~

It was truly by the grace of God that at least out of 3 ques,

i can answer 2...

the other wan not quite sure....

but it's okie....

not that bad as i thought it would be...

Now i got to start packing my stuffs since i'm going back home this sat...

really got to crack my head thinking how to get my things packed....

hmmm.... too many things to pack....

probably i just need to learn to throw things.... dont keep.....

this sem i'm flying back alone,

he left earlier because he finished his exams on the 12th...

though i may sound stupid....

but i really miss his presence...

nvm, i'm seeing him in a week time....

miss you baby....

USM security guards are so RUDE!!!!

2008-11-14T01:55:00.003+08:00

Went out with my friends last night and she wanted to drop us back to hostel....

So we wanted to ask for the guard's permission to let her drive in...

Because there's landslide few months back and now they're trying to fix the thing,

so cars are supposedly not allowed to PARK in our hostels....

Guess what?

This stupid, mean and rude USM security guard

just stop us and make a sign insisting us to turn out. Is he mute?

No mouth wan kah?

So rude and he don't even give us a chance to ask.....

okie, never mind, i dont mind walking up....

BUT!!!! the main problem is, when i was on my way walking up the hill,

i saw him letting all the other cars in!!!!

What is this?!!!!! I really wanted to run to him and ask....

but i didn't since i'm too angry, afraid that he might get me into trouble.....

My goodness!!! That is so unfair?

Is this the service from an APEX university?

Kononnya~~~~~

What a "good" security guards!!!!

or because we're chinese? that's why we get that kind of treatments?

Phew.... was allowing anger to rule over me for quite a while....

which i know it's no good.....

I was seriously praying may God shows His justice leh....

Good thing when i was at the playground trying to cool myself down,

i got bumped into our hostel penggawa.... complaining to her....

She said she'll take our words and talk to those ppl...

Hopefully she will....

Exams Season

2008-11-10T14:21:00.002+08:00

My good ness...
i'm so dead.... can i finish my exams faster?
can someone invent this remote control so i can fast forward this part of my life?
Errrghhhhhh....
I HATE EXAMS!!!!!!

Anyway, still 3 more to go....
Dump my first paper.... Finished another one this morning.....
Hopefully i can just past all and don need to retake.
Don know why, just can't wait to get out uni and start working
and of coz, earning my own money....
Then buy car, pay for my house and guess what?
get married..... haha.... hopefully he would want to marry me....
omg, why do i sound so desperate?
but, i am wad... lol

Somehow, this season i got to stay in my room more often,
got to spend time with my roomie... and to get to know her even better.
Ly, if you get to come across my page, just to tell you i appreciate you for who you are...
not what you're not. xoxo
thanks for everything and most of all, for being the way you are.
muacks.

Study Week

2008-11-01T00:54:00.004+08:00

i'll be having my exams on the 7, 10, 12, 17 and 21 Nov....
then aftet that, i'll fly back to kuching.....
kuching kuching.... here i come....
hmmm.... have been sleeping at 3 4 am in the morning
and wake up like 11 12 in the afternoon...
got to date my poems, novels and books everyday...
can i like tear them all and boil them into soup?
so that i can drink and remember them for exams?
hmmm.... why don ppl invent this kind of thgs eh?

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i'm becoming insane... but i don think i'm stress for exams
have been like that since last sem
actually i can't wait to come out and work and earn money
well, i know alot of ppl have been saying they prefer going back to schools
probabaly i'll have to go thru that stage only i'll know
will wait and see....

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i'm lost in

> from milton to johnson

> psychology

> malaysian literature in english

> writing for professional purposes

> sociolinguistics & psycholinguistics

i'm done with

> spoken english

-_-!!!

2008-09-10T22:58:00.002+08:00

Today after class, i went to the library to locate some books for my assignment...
While i walk pass a rows of table, i accidentally kick the laptop wire of a foreigner...
Hence i quickly apologize... but he seems to ignore me... nvm, i was trying to pick up the wire and give it back to him, but the wire was rolling around my leg.... so i was like:"oh my gosh!!!" and quickly pick up and give him back... and i said sorry again....

Guess what? He looked at me one kind and ask me... :"do you believe in Jesus?"
I was like: "YES!" Then he just say:" okay, go home..."

What is this?! And he looked so fierce... phoo... scary...
So, i guess he believe in Jesus too... therefore, he should forgive me... hmmm.... i didn't do it purposely though, and i've apologize...

Love our nation...

2008-09-07T16:08:00.001+08:00

National day had just past... our church had a National Day open heaven celebration on the 2st sept... we've invited the penang chief minister as well... as we pray for m'sia, it makes me ponder about lots of issues and things...

actually, on the national day itself, something really unfair happen. though it's not a great big deal, but somehow it just simply showed that racism is really strong in our campus itself. we went back late to hostel that day and hence my friend stop by the guard and ask his permission to send us up. without saying much, the guard just say no. ok, fine, we can walk up hill... no problem... then my friend left.... while we're slowly walking up, another car stop by the guard as well, it has no usm sticker as well, and some more no matrix card... BUT, they manage to negotiate with the guard. and guess what? the guard let them in, and some more open the "palang" for them. HELLO!!!!! this is so unfair! just because they are malays and we're chinese. as if chinese are not usm students? as if only malays exist in malaysia????!!!!! they are discriminating us!!! this is just bad!!! "no pabo ya?"

we're taught to love our country, love our nation, love other races.... but how can we do that when we're not even being accepted by them? that's just so sad... well, i'm not trying to say that there's no good people of that race, but pls la, that act basically show how ungracious they are!!!! i wonder if they're taught to be like that?

Phoo... after cooling down, thinking that ya, we're enlightened people. we should forgive them as they do not know what they are doing.

Father God, pls help me to love this country as i know you love m'sia too.... really thank God for Ps.Sam who preached about a change that's going to take place. yes, change is indeed taking place! impossibles will happen because God is a God of miracle and He is a God of justice, all unrighteousness and injustice will be destroyed in the time to come.

Campus life....Final year!!!

2008-08-05T09:36:00.002+08:00

Phoo... i'm a 3rd year student now ady.... cannot play play liao.... So many novels to read for malaysian literature.... and the lecturer like expecting us to finish one book in lest than a week time. as if there's no other paper.... aduh.... i'm drown in "paradise lost", "sociolinguistics", "professional writing", "malaysian literature" and blablablabla.... (just to update u guys on what i'm doing....) ehehe

now only i got to curi curi online in the library.... ahaha....so many assignments coming up and they are lining up in a row....

Sigh... got to go d.... got class at 11.... see ya gurls... muacks. miss u all.

Lunch

2008-05-30T15:18:00.002+08:00

not knowing since when, i feel very "fan" when i come to think bout what to eat.... today, i had my lunch at around 2.30pm. actually i spent 2 hours cracking my head thinking bout what to eat. none of the food seems attractive to me... yet, what i wanna eat is way too far for me to get it. i wanna eat big apple daughnut...i feel like missing secret resipe..... but i can't get them here. too far d...

i end up asking my fren (Doreen) to jus simply grab be a bun from the bakery... well, she got me a butter bun.... and i actually wonder why of all the other buns she chose butter bun? then i asked her, you know what's her answer? she said that butter bun is the only bun that looks beautiful. LOL . i had a good laugh...

the others bullied her and ask her to go buy fruits. then i purposely kacau her, asking her which of the fruit that's the prettiest. LOL!!! she said PAPAYA!!!

Weird Customer...

2008-05-30T15:02:00.002+08:00

Salesgirl: " Girl, she ask how much can u discount if she takes 2 pcs?" (price: RM49.90)
Me: "2 for RM90"
Old Woman: "1 for RM40 can?"
Me: "ooo, cannot, it's new arrival..."

*she went and tried the clothes on*

Old Woman: "one for RM35 can?"
Me:"What?!!! Just now u asked for RM40, now RM35???!!!" (are u fooling me?!)
Old Woman: "RM 40 can lah~~~"
Me: "Cannot, RM43." "You're taking 1 or 2 pcs?"
Old Waman: "1 only"
Me: "hey, just now you said wanna take 2, now 1 only?!"
Old Woman: "i'll take one..."

*guess what?she paid me 40 bucks, trying to fool me*

Me: "Hey, it's RM43!"
Her grandaughter: "She says 43 bucks" (seeing my face turned black)

*then only she take out dat 3 bucks*

OMG, what is this ler~~~ARRRRGHHHHH!!!!

me, myself and I

2008-05-29T13:24:00.001+08:00

[You]

First Name - Felicia

Nickname - Feli, Mama....

Name you wish you had - err... have no idea bout that...

What do people normally mistake your name as - Felix the cat.

Birthday - 24 Apr

Birthplace - Kuching

Time of Birth - asked bout it but forgot d

Single or taken - taken

Zodiac sign - Taurus

[Your Appearence]

How tall are you - 174cm

Wish you were taller - Please.... not ever...

Eye color - Dark Brown.

Eye color you want - i like my eye color

Natural Hair color - Black

Current Hair color - Brown

Short or long hair - Long

Ever dye your hair a bizarre color - Nope

Last time you did something dramatic with your hair - Never did anything except straightened and permed.

Glasses or contacts - None

Do you wear make-up - Yeap, occassionally

Ever had hair extensions - Nope

Paint your nails - Sometimes

[In the opposite gender]

What color eyes - i dun mind, any color will do

What color hair - black and brown, white when old.

Shy or Outgoing - outgoing

Looks or personality - mixture of both but personality is my priority

Sexy or Cute - Both

Serious or Fun - Both la

Older or Younger than you - Same age or older pls...

A turn on - Loves sports

A turn off - body odour

[This or that]

Flowers or Chocolates - Chocolates

Pepsi or Coke - Pepsi

Rap or Rock - Rock

Relationship or One night stand - Of course relationship la

School or Work - None... lol

Love or Money - both..ehehe

Movies or Music - Both

Country or City - City while young, country when i'm old

Sunny or Rainy days - Depends on my mood

Friends or Family - BOTH please

[Have you ever]

Lied - nope, i'm lying. lol

Stole something - Yes

Smoked - once when i was 5 and i cough to death

Hurt someone close to you - Yeap

Broke someone's heart - yes

Had your heart broken - Few times

Wondered what was wrong with you - sometims i do

Wish you were a prince/princess - no freedom leh.

Liked someone who was taken - i dun think i did

Shaved your head - never

Been in love - i'm in love

Used chopsticks - yes

Sang in the mirror to yourself - yes

[Favorites]

Flower - tulip

Candy - err...none

Song - Imagine me without you

Scent - flowers and fruits

Color - apple green, black, purple, white

Movie - Enchanted

Singer - don't really fancy

Word - oooooo, OMG

Junk food - all

Website - www.aicilef0424.blogspot.com (LOL)

Location - wherever, as long as i'm with my loved one

Animal - pups

Ever cried over someone - yup

Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself - loose a bit weight

Do you think you're attractive - yeap

If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose - i like Cinderella

Do you play any sports - my heart aches after 10 mins of running

My Project

2008-05-19T12:34:00.003+08:00

Still in Process...

My Masterpiece....

Few pages done...

Hopefully it'll be done before 21st July... a 3rd anniversary gift... ahaha... it's suppose to be his 22nd b'day gift... haha...

gave my self a day off...

2008-05-19T12:11:00.003+08:00

Aha... gave myself a day off today, since everyone is on holiday...
Was thinking about going to work... but who knows, probably woke up the wrong side of the bed... feeling like taking a break... so i decided to sms my aunty and tell her that i'm not going to work... but who knows that her phone got some prob and hence she din get to see my msg... and so she called... oops... feels as if she's blaming me for not telling her... but i did sms her wad... how i know if her phone got prob? i think she's mad at me.... but, anyway, since i don't get to off from 2nd june till 11 june ma... so i ma choose to off today looo.... wahahaha...

Going to saloon with mum in a while... tonight we'll be celebrating grandma's b'day in this particular restaurant known as "Heritage"...

Imagine Me Without You

2008-05-14T01:55:00.000+08:00

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
Youre the only love Ill need

In my life youre all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
Youre the one thats there for me

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Chorus:
Imagine me without you
Id be lost and so confused
I wouldnt last a day, Id be afraid
Without you there to see me through

Imagine me without you
Lord, you know its just impossible
Because of you, its all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I cant imagine me without you

When you caught me I was falling
Youre love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard me calling
And you rush to set me free

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Chorus

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you oh

Chorus

I cant imagine me without you

Makarios CG

2008-05-14T00:46:00.008+08:00

Makarious, I really miss you guys...

*Makarious 2006*

*Makarious 2007*

I'm old.....

2008-05-13T23:05:00.009+08:00

O.M.G!!! Time really flies!!!! I've been always wanted to be 21 years old since i was young, not knowing why though... but now?? I'm no longer 21 years old!!! i'm 22!!!!! Walau eh... scary leh...

17th April - 1st session of birthday celebration

We went straight to Red-box for karaoke after our last paper in the morning... haha... what a relieved... and i didn't expect that my friends are going to celebrate my b'day that early... hehe... what a surprise... was really glad though.... and touched. =)

Anyway, i really wanna thank God for my close friends in uni... i'm so blessed to have them as friends and now we're like a family... I was treated like a princess on the 18th April, my birthday present in advance... my "daughter" brought me to do medicure and bought me a dress... so blessed... thanks a lot Crystal...

*My Nails*

On my Birthday itself, 12am sharp, my hubby and Angie rush in tesco to grab me a cake... so touch... and the shop is already half closed... lol... but still we managed to get the cake... Angie dear bought me 2 cakes altogether.. ahaha... thanks dear..

*this is the one we got in the midnight*

Besides, i'm so blessed to have my loved ones with me on the day itself...

although Crys went back to Tawau earlier... din get to take a photo with her and Pow pow during my b'day..but manage to take photo with Angie...
*mum-me-angie*

*from Hubby*

Thanks to all my loved ones that have made this day unforgettable... Emmuacks...

Just Finished 5 papers....

2007-11-09T15:13:00.000+08:00

Hurray! one more paper to go.... then, i'm FREE!!!!!!
Can't wait to get back home to Kuching ler...
One of my Best Friend-Hui Ming just gave birth to a baby boy. He's 3.15kg man!!!!
Must be very cute..... hehe.... Siaw Shyi will be coming over to penang, then we'll go shop for baby clothes. hehe....
Miss home ler... esp mummy.... hehe.... wanna go back and have a look at my new house.
thinking of how to decorate it. hehe......

convo week...

2007-08-18T00:47:00.000+08:00

it's convo week...

seeing the seniors graduating one by one...

how i wish i'm one of them.

really can't wait to graduate....

my graduation will be in 2 yrs time...

hmm.... how will it be like?

but i don't like my scarf color.... my course's color is bright pink...

that pink is so not nice! match with dark purple some more...

so sad.... sigh.... but nvm lar.... i'm pretty than enough d ler...

wakakakakaka......

campus life

2007-07-29T21:50:00.000+08:00

phoo... back to uni for almost a month now~~~

ehe... i'm no longer 1st yrs student loo.... i am a senior now~~~

i'm having a junior as my roomie... a penangnite~~~ nice gurl~~~

hmm... have not been able to go online for almost a month... so unable to post up new post...

(same excuse all the time =P)

went to church this morning.... serving as bachup in worship ministry...

praise Him that i have this priviledge to do so....

i wanna be even more undignified like king David~~~

yes yes yes!!!!

has been going out shopping and hangng around with frens...

but able to had some spare time after church to get my works done

phoo~~~~ at least i'm prepared for tutorial class tmr... eheh

i'm in crystal's house now.... haha.... i'm always here~~~ my 2nd home in penang.

stop here

Holidays...

2007-06-06T19:11:00.000+08:00

Phoo~~~ finally i'm able to post something new in my bloggie...

so sorry for not keeping my frens updated with what's happening...

hmm.... i've been back in my hometown=kuching for more than 1 months d....

during this holiday, i'm working almost everyday....

so so bored.... i dun consider this as a holiday man....

where got ppl work during holiday wan?

But what to do wor? money not enuf..... sigh~~~~~

in order to enable me to spend "more" in that sense, i got to work looo....

to earn extra pocket money.... my mum will say,

:"it's for your own good~~~" (sth like dat la) =P

i miss shopping in penang.... kuching is so small..... not much place to shop.

but that does,t mean that i dun lie to be back ler....

it's always nice and warmth to be able to hang around with my frens back here.

hmm...... went to memories with whole bunch of frens the other day...

good to be able to hang out though... chat back all our memories in this place called "memories"

as well....

alright, i guess i'll stop here....

post up some other things next time

finish exams~~~`

2007-04-27T01:49:00.000+08:00

finally exams is over...
even though i did'nt do well for today's paper...
but what to do leh?
who ask me din study hard leh?
who's fault? my own fault loh~~~
sigh~~
but it's over, think bout it also no use
spoiled my day only...
hopefully i wont need to resit for this paper
hmm....

will be movin out from my hostel tmr...
staying in the hotel with mum they all loo..
then is holiday! hurray! KL! i'm coming!
Genting! I'm coming! sunway lagoon~~~~
Wah~~~~ can't wait...

had a great time celebrating b'day with
mum, aunty,cousin & bf...
will talk bout it next time when i have the photos ready.
hehee....

Jesus you are FAITHFUL to the end...

2007-04-24T10:18:00.000+08:00

I'll sing of the Grace that I've found in You
And all that You've done
Through the power of the cross for me

I'll sing of the Mercy I've found in You
And all that You are
In the promise of Your Love for me

All that I have
Has come from your hands
All I've ever know
Is Jesus you are FAITHFUL
To the end

I'll tell of the wonders I've found in You
And the Love that You've shown
That's higher than the heaven above me

What in this world
Could take me from Your Love?
All I ever know
Is Jesus You are FAITHFUL
To the end

I'm 21~~~~

2007-04-24T00:06:00.000+08:00

I'm 21 yrs old ady~~~
It's kinda funny though~~~ have some kinds of mixed feelings...
Since young i've been dreaming and wanting to be 21 yrs old...
Thinking that by that time i'll be a young adult d...
I can have freedom...
I can decide things on my own...
And can do many more stuffs...
Hehe... but nvr thought that i can actually be in the place now
at this very moment...
There's too many things in life that i'll nvr know until i get there.
I'll nvr know i'll look like this when i'm 21 (LOL),
I'll nvr know i'm doing ELLS in USM, Penang...
And i'll nvr know that i already has a bf at this point of life...
Most important thing, i'll nvr know that i've get to really experience
God's love for me...
Yeah, i'll nvr get to know all these if i'm not who i am today...
Things might be different if i'm not a child of God this very moment.
I might not even get into uni...
I might not have known so many great frens, bro and sis in Christ today.

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Well, at this point of life i might wanna choose to feel disappointed with myself
for not living my 21 yrs in life to the fullest...
But i can also actually choose to thank God for watching me and guiding me
throughout these yrs...
He has been there for me in times of needs,
He had always provided for every single thing in life...
He has brought me out from the darkness into light...
He has granted me His grace and His mercy everyday...
How great is our God!

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Father God i want to thank you for all that you've done for me throughout the past 21 yrs..
Thank you God for you are always faithful...i pray oh God that you'll continue to guide me and
lead me for the rest of the days in my life...
In Jesus' most precious name i ask and i pray.
Amen.

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There's this very one thing that i'm holding on to...
For there's nothing that i can do to make God loves me more...
And there's nothing that i've done can make Him loves me less....

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God is in control...

2007-04-19T00:54:00.000+08:00

19th April, 2007
00.34am

Hmm…have not been able to get connected to thewireless network lately…
miss my blog~~~ hehe….
Many things had happened these few days…
rmb I’ve mentioned earlier that I’m supposedly finishing my exam on the 26th april…
but since that day will be a public hol, it has been postponed til the 28th!!!!
Oh my gosh! How can this be?! This is so unfair!
I’ve already booked my ticket, and I’m flying to KL that day itself at 12 noon!

But, my paper is at 2.15pm til 5.15pm!!!!!!
oh man~~~ this is so so bad!
I cannot just keep quiet and do nothing bout it~~~
so I’m really praying that some how our lecturer can have some mercy on poor “sarawakians” like me, crystal, carina and mei ling~~~
so we’ve decided to meet our lecturer the next day….

2pm, crystal came and pick me up, and we met carina in the office, so we
went in to see dr. raja. But, the sad thing is,
she cannot do anything about it, and it’s impossible that we can sit for the paper earlier…. So we got to go to the examination department….
Bla bla bla…
then I’m on the phone with the head of that department, telling him our situations…. And so he said that he’ll post the whole issue to the university and will try finding another alternative… and he said he’ll let me know by today, which is already 2 days…, sigh… until now there’s still no news…..
worst come to worst, I’ll be catching a bus down to KL, rather then paying so much to airasia.

So both carina and I have actually decided to go and see our lecturer and to confirm everything again tmr, 10am….
There’s a sense of hope though~~~ because, I met one of my seniors just now, and she is in the same case with us…
they just got the news that they will still be sitting for their paper on the 26th instead of 28th…
I’m really praying and hoping that ours will go the same as well. God, you are in control!!!!

Went to church for gig meeting last night, which is a monthly meeting for the worship team members….
And yeah, I’m serving as backup this week…. Both sat and sun….
it’s always great to be in the house of my Father…
a day in His presence is better than a thousand days in the world! Amen? Hehe….

I still have 3 papers to go, then I’m free!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Free from studying for 2 months,
free from stress,
free from maggie mee,
free from staying up late!!!!
Yahoo!!!! Hehe……..

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-love-

oh ya, forget to let u guys know that our exam on the 26th has still been remained on that day. hurray!
God is indeed in control! Hallelujah!

bored~~~~

2007-04-12T19:27:00.000+08:00

hmmm... woke up around 1pm today~~~ oh my gosh, my half day is just gone~~~ oops.... =)

all of a sudden received a sms from crystal

"dear, what are u doing?"

"hehe..i just woke up"

"me too.... i'm so bored"

"ooo.... so do u want me to go over to ur place"

"u wanna come over?"

"well, i don mind, i'm ok with anything, dun mind bringing my books over to study there...ehhe"

"oh, perfect! so i'll pick u up at 1.38pm"

"alright, see ya"

"see ya sweetie"

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-bath+wash hair-

-t-shirt+jeans-

-tiger biscuit-

-uv protector-

-mascara-

-sandals-

-take a lift-

-ground floor-

there she comes, driving her fantastic pure white kelisa.... with her long hair... wearing her dress... forever that pretty and lovely.... hehe.....

so before going to her place, we went for lunch in this place near "Delima".... we had:

+wantan mee+

+pohpiah+

+mua chee+

+sweet corn+

+longan drink+

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wooooooooo!!!!! my tummy is going to burst~~~~ so full..... haha....

drove back to u heights 97-16-8

it's study time

but, but, i've been thinking about my blogskin, how come i'm not able to change it?

msged expert yan hui, so she helped me with it...

Pang! my new born blogskin

created by princess sabrina.

the skies above~~~~

nice one

then start reading for my next paper, 14th april & 15th april... STU244, abnormal psychology & HXE109, english literature...... sigh~~~~~~~~

so so so so bored..... both crystal and i are getting crazy..... talking nonsence... LOL....

(khi khi khu khu khu) only crystal will understand...and terence i guess...

now thinking about what to have for dinner~~~~~~hmm.....

*back later*

When I say I am a Christian-By Maya Angelou

2007-04-11T16:25:00.000+08:00

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not shouting "I'm clean living."
I'm whispering "I was lost,
now I'm found and forgiven."

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that i stumble
and need Christ to be my guide.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
And need His strength to carry on.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
And need God to clean my mess.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are far too visible
But, God believes I am worth it.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches
So I call upon His name.

When I say... "I am a Christian"
I'm not holier than thou,
I'm just a simpler sinner
Who received God's good grace, somehow!
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Was really encouraged while reading this. This is so true.... even though i'm a Christian, i am not perfect... and i'm not better than others.... but i just need God to be in my life.

-*Be Blessed*-

Phoo~~critical thinking.... it's over!!!!

2007-04-11T16:24:00.000+08:00

Had my very first paper for my 2nd sem's final this very morning (9am).... It's HPW 102-Critical thinking.... finally it's over! (haha...1st paper only ler).

Woke up around 6.30am to do my last revision for that paper. Got to be at the exam hall earlier coz my fren (pow yee) didn't know that there's actually a formula to answer the objectives questions.... reach there around 8.15am.. and pow yee is there dy... so i just quickly go through the formula with her...

During the exam, there's 40 objectives and 5 essays, whih we got to answer ALL in 2 hours time.... phoo.... finished the objectives questions quite early but was stucked in the essays question.... oops.... so confused ler.... what is what fallcy? Blur~~~~ hehe... just wrote down whatever i think should be correct wan ler~~~
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TIMES UP!!!!!! hands up and let the pengawas collect the exams paper...... phoo~~~~ it is finished!!!!

After the exam i still "kaypo" go ask my frens what did they write for the fallacies.... eheh... oops~~~only 2 correct wor~~~ anyway, it's over, can't do anything bout it dy.... so now got to prepare for my next 2 papers-14th & 15th April... saturday and sunday ah.... sigh~~~~ this week cannot go church dy... *sob*sob*
Supposely serving as backup this sunday, but got to switched to next sunday.... hmm.... it's always great to have the opportunity to serve HIM.

Now is already 3pm.... and yet i havent have my lunch~~~ so so hungry (no wonder~~~)
Hmm.... guess that's all for the time being... got to go makan..... eheh.... tata~~~

*LOVE*

Examsexamsexams~

2007-04-11T06:29:00.000+08:00

Hmm.... this will be my very first time having a blog~~~kinda funny... some more i'm having my 1st paper tmr~~~~(interesting)~~

I'm in my fren's (Crystal) house right now~~she's now falling asleep.... hehe... and here i am-online~~~i thought i'm suppose to study for my HPW 102 now... but too bad i dun have my notes with me... (wat an excuse). LOL.

I can't wait for my mum to come over... coz she'll be coming over for my 21st birthday (24th April)! Thank God for mum~~and then we'll be going down to KL and Genting for a week.... then back to my home sweet home.... Kuching!!!Bethany!!!! Miss that~~~

But too bad that i'm having one of my paper on my birthday itself!!! sigh~~~so sad.... and my exams will finishes only on the 26th. Or else i can bring mum around Penang.... hmm... sob**

Hmm...guess that's all for the time being....thanks for your time....

*LOVE*